lianne-ong:

things i am scared of doing: 

• ordering food in a restaurant 
• walking down a busy high street on my own 
• talking to people on the phone 
• eating in front of people 
• asking for help in a shop 
• meeting new people 
• being in a big crowd of people with a lot of people i don’t know 

the future looks bright for me 

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Life just feels so fucking difficult right now, I wanna give up. I want to disappear forever. I think I can’t take all the pressure anymore. It’s so hard pleasing everyone while trying to please yourself as well. I want to fade away…perhaps that uncertain place isn’t so uncertain after all. Perhaps it’s a little less like hell as life is.

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Most of us wish of having the capability to delete and totally forget some certain events in our life. It’s either we wanna forget the mistake we’ve done, or we simply want to rebuild something that’s been thoroughly affected. At some point, we also wanna forget an undesirable thing we’ve done because it brought strange circumstances in our life. I’m in that exact situation right now. I wanna forget.

It’s bizarre how I always find myself interfering with other people’s problems. I can’t help not to get involved though. It often comes to the point where I’m trusted to keep a very sensitive information. Then, I would be asked to swear not to speak of it even to the person involved. What people don’t understand is how hard it is to keep your mouth shut, especially when a close friend of yours has something to do with the problem. And most especially when it’s something big. I’ve always been in this kind of repetitive situation all my life. Every time, I can’t help not to interfere. But every time I do, I often end up the lone loser. Because I meddled with other people’s problem, mostly everyone who knows about it will eventually start  thinking that I can’t utterly be trusted. Isn’t that unfair for my situation? Had they been in my shoes, won’t they do what I did? Would they keep their mouths zipped just because they don’t want to ruin other people’s impression of them? I don’t wanna be like that, nor think that way. I’m not the Pontius Pilate kind. I don’t keep myself out of something just to clear my name. Anyway, what really happened is I interfered with my friends’ problem. It happened really strangely. All of a sudden, they wanna end their friendship. I thought it all ends there. But one of them seems to take what happened really seriously, and wants to talk to my other friend to coax an apology from her. But of course, pride plays a huge role in the conflict between them and apology won’t easily get in the way. And that’s when I entered. I thought letting friend B know that friend A plans to talk to her through a third party counselor will give her a heads up. I only mean not to surprise her of whatever might happen in the said talk.  I only mean to prepare her to whatever the outcome might be. But then again, since meddling isn’t that always helpful, nor does being a mediator, things went out of control. Their problem got worse. And I’m thinking it’s because of me. Well, is it, really? My friends have said a couple of times that it’s not my fault. But are they being honest? Or are they telling me such a thing because they don’t wanna hurt me? Either way, I still think it’s my fault. I wanna forget about it. I’ve done such mistake a couple of times over now. Still, I haven’t learned from it. I wish I can reverse everything. I want things to be the way they used to be, especially now that my meddling had come to bring something else. And it’s extremely odd. My stupid interfering had showed how someone can still be concerned for a foolish person like me. I’ve seen the one thing that I tried so hard not to notice. I thought no person would EVER show me that. Am I the only one thinking about it this way? But no one would paint that particular exquisite expression if he or she does not care at all. But whatever that care means right now, I hope it won’t turn into something deeper. I’m getting butterflies in my stomach already. Feelings of delight, regardless of the dilemma I’ve just been through. It has to stop. I need to forget…

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The Hunger Games is probably the best book series I’ve ever read. And so when I found out it’s going to be adapted into the big screen, I got really excited. It’s been two years since I first read the first book. Finally, I got to see the movie too…and I guess I did enjoy it. :)

I’m pretty sure a lot of die-hard fans who expects a lot from the film would be disappointed once they’ve seen how much the movie lacks. But in spite of that sure fact, no one can deny that it’s actually one of the best book-to-movie adaptation; mind you, seeing a “good enough” one is rare, but The Hunger Games film version is even rarer. However, there are still a good number of vital scenes and details that were not presented in the film. But much to my delight, I enjoyed the whole movie. I admire how the people behind the production put up scenes that were beyond the narrator’s knowledge (Well, the book is in first person POV). For a two-hour film, The Hunger Games adaptation is really exceptional. Now the only concern “ordinary” and not-so-die-hard fans like me might point out is how the last couple of scenes were compressed to fit the designated length of the movie. And in all honesty, I kinda got disappointed when they didn’t include the “Lake Scene”. That’s my favorite part, you see. I’m quite certain I’m not the only one who thinks it’s the most suspenseful event in the book. For people who needs a recap, it was the scene wherein Katniss actually thought Peeta was gonna kill her with the knife, making her aim her bow right across Peeta’s heart. However, Peeta’s real motive was to throw the knife to the lake so he will completely have no means to kill Katniss. For me, that particular event is absolutely more touching (or should I say sweet?) than the intimate scenes in the cave. So aside from the aforementioned, there’s nothing more disappointing for me. I actually DID ENJOY the movie. The movie seems to serve its job to entertain. And that’s what’s important. I am looking forward to hear huge praises from fans and critics. Happy Hunger Games and may the odds be ever in your favor!

It surprised me to know that two of my friends—whom I consider as older sisters rather than just confidants—decided to call their friendship off.

After what I’ve been observing whenever I’m with my friends’ company, I thought I would be the first one who would give up the camaraderie I’ve made with these people. Apparently, I realized I was just too strained with all the things happening in my life that I sort of let my anger redirect towards them. And now that I heard about what happened between my friends, I came to understand that I should not really be taking “friendship” as one heck of a funny story. It’s true that I kinda get annoyed with my friends for being egotistical, for asking too much help although they can actually do something on their own, and for playing the ever-so popular BLAME GAME. Sometimes, they even hurt my emotions by saying offensive things, which they take as jokes. But that’s the way they are. That’s the way I’ve known them to be, and I have no right to alter that. All I gotta do is have an open mind and be a little less sensitive. After all, the people whom I call friends are still the ones who seem to always enlighten my mood whenever I’m having a bad day. They also lend a hand, as long as it’s within their capability. In sum, they’re really important to me and I can’t afford to lose them.

Friendship can’t last for a long time. But patience and openmindedness can—they can make Friendship live forever.

~invisible lass~